I have spent the last two days without eating in preparation for my surgery tomorrow morning. The prep is awe full! I mean, come on people, if you can make advances in medicine, why can't you make a prep in the form of a pill that we can swallow and be done with!!!! There is nothing that covers the terrible flavor of the prep fluids so you end up gagging down the final few sips. Glad to be past that. I can't even think in terms of eating following the surgery because I'm on a liquid diet for 15 days and I'm really trying to make life long changes to how I see and eat food. This means I don't reward myself by thinking of that great meal I can make when I'm feeling better. This surgery should change my life and although I'm overweight I only have about 70 pounds to loose which isn't much compared to the average gastric bypass patient. I'm looking forward to the weight loss but even more so the reversing of the oh so many health problems I have faced these past few years.
I still haven't decided what to bring to the hospital for knitting. Every time I think I have the perfect project I think about the potential for miss knitting and how much of a pain it will be to rip out and reknit. David's sweater will most likely be the project because it will make me feel closer to him when he isn't in the room with me. And I think I'll take my most recent yarn from Sundara's Petals club to start socks. I belong to the Spring section of this club which means I get b

eautiful yellows, pinks, greens and such.
This is the hat I knit for one of our employees first baby. The feathers scared her at first but as she grew she fell in love with it. The pattern is from the Itty Bitty Baby Hats. I could make every hat in that book!
I'm signing off on this good note and will write again when I am home to recover. I love you David, Malinda, Ashley, and Elisabeth. You four are what make my life worth living! Juan, you have been with us for a shorter time but I love you too. You are the son I never had.